ima move really soon.. ima leave this xanga and create a new one. please leave your email-addresses (comments) so i can contact you guys, and tell you about my new xanga.

much thanks to all the people who became a part of this xanga, the proppers, subscribers, random proppers.. to everyone.

no thanks to those who stole my pictures and invaded my privacy. i guess you've won. lookie, i had to give up this xanga which is almost a year old because of you people. this xanga meant so much to me. and now that i have to abandon this xanga, i feel like im killing a friend. i'm left with no choice. this xanga is useless now because the privacy i once had is already broken. im partly responsible, i know, but i thought it was harmless. sorry to the people who were hurt, unintentionally (a.r., merriam), by the words i said. but these apology does not include the people whom i intentionally dissed.

i hope you like my new lay-out and won't diss it just like the last time.

labyu ol.

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if you guys wonder why i chose to display only one entry, it's because someone stole the pictures from ngthe pageant. i even tagged those pictures but still, shet, ninakaw pa rin. alam ba nila ang effort ko sa pagkuha ng mga pictures na yun? alam ba nila ang hirap ng mag-tag ng pictures, isa-isa, at magresize? sila ba ang lumulunok  ng hiya tuwing kumukuha ako ng shots na alanganin? hindeee!!! hindi ko ipinagdadamot ang mga pictures ko, ayoko lang na ninanakaw to. pag pinapaalam naman sakin, di ko naman pinagdadamot. ANG KAPAL NG MUKA MO, MAGNANAKAW.

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isa ring rason kung bakit isang entry na lang ang naka-display ay dahil kalat na pala tong xanga ko. pati mga taga-ibang colleges na diko kilala, pumupunta dito. i feel so violated. dito sa blog ko, isinusulat ko yung mga saloobin ko na hindi ko masabi sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin na nakakakilala sa akin. pero nalaman ko na marami na palang nakakapunta dito. hindi ko naman kinalat, ewan ko kung pano nila nadiskubre tong xanga ko. sa pagkakaalam ko, kahit nagsusulat ako ng masasakit tungkol sa ibang tao, hindi ang makasakit ang layunin ko. sa isip ko kasi, wala namang nakakbasa kaya sulat lang ako ng sulat. pero ngayon, parang nawalan na ako ng privacy, nawalan na ako ng rason para mag-blog. kasi alam na nila yung mga tinatago ko. ayokong makasira ng tao dahil sa blog na to. kung kaya ko lang sana, ishu-shut down ko na to.

neh, yotninam, gapu ta mahilig ka met nga agpatal-likod, detuy met ngarid ti bales ko kanyam a, ta patal-likud met. yotninam. ta madim maawatan detuy, madim mabasa, yotninam. ipakitam la talaga ti kina-takrot mo, yotninam, ti ammum diak maamwan? yotninam, peke ka yotninam, salawasaw. madi mo pay ammu ti mangtungpal ti tulag nga nasayaat. ulbudam ti padam a tao tapnu lang makangato ka. yotninam, desperado kan, masapul mo pay ti mangpirdi ti tao tapnu lang dayawen na ka, yotninam. sapay kuma ta mapan ka ti impyerno ta inaramid mo kanyak. Ala, agragsak ka latta yotninam, di kan tu aya makarma? Yotninam a, ta kitaem, mamin ad-adun tu pay ti subli na deta kanyam. Mangpirpirdi ka ti tao, yotninam, awan met ngamin ti nakamay-mayat nga parte ta bagim isu nga mangirurumen ka lattan a ti sabali tapnu sika ti bida, yotninam. Piliem ti laglagem, haan ak nga kas tanga ti panpanunutem. Nu adda isaom, yotninam, ipasangom kanyak. Haan a kasta a patal-likod. Madim met ngamin kaya, yotninam. Ti sistemam, yotninam, ket ibagam ti sabali a tao ta madim kaya nga ibaga ta rupak, yotninam. Kayak nga ipasangok detoy kanyam, yotninam, sika ngata? Kayam ngata nga ipasango kanyak dagita ibagbagam nu nakatal-likod ak? Mono. Deta la ammum, piman ka pay, yotninam. Desperado.

 kapag hindi pwedeng sabihin, pakiramdaman na lang.

sino kaya itech? hulaan nyo. walang premyo.

haha.

i dated my ma this morning (coz i got no one to date but her). normally, i don't pay the bill coz i'm  so fuckin kuripot, bit today was an exception. nothing fancy, jus wanted to fill my tummy. hehe.

notice that i'm wearing black.

me, and the only girl who loved me unconditionally (drama)

my date

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this is my song for today.

this goes out to you-know-who-broke-my-heart-the-last-time.

 Someday We'll Know

Ninety miles outside Chicago
can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, That need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
What the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time, tonight

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you

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HAPPY VALENTINE, TO THOSE WHO STILL BELIEVE THAT LOVE IS REAL. COZ CLEARLY, I NO LONGER DO.